Smile

What’s missing is that familiar “topic of conversation”.  I can now go days on end without thinking about my illness, my up coming lab results, any future plans that might involve me possibly having to cancel them, due to the fact I’m sick. Yes, the actual “topic of conversation” was we were having other topics of conversation. They, my new topics, had absolutely nothing to do with my tumor (what tumor?), treatment, endocrinology, neuro surgeons, medication, MRI’s, doctor’s appointments, insurance premiums, copays and lab results.

My next MRI isn’t until May. I’m on the ‘yearly’ plan, instead of every 3 months.

I like that “something’s missing” feeling. I’m hoping to keep it that way.

Missing.

I sure as hell don’t miss it!