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I was a plantin' som' bitch this weekend. The nursery loves me. My credit card is going to prove it. It's all good. Life.

"Life often seeks to sustain itself, the question is, do you honestly and truly believe that?" was the comment left by Liara Covert on my last entry. She also left this one, "Whether or not you desire to heal begins inside yourself. Rather than wait for any physician or another person to acknowledge

with my health trying to be productive in thoughts, actions and vision with a vengance, headaches are back yet I'm still me in here somwhere. Everything has changed.

I am being positive. I am going to stay in control. It's not a sinus infection. It's not allergies. My levels are going up. It's coming back. Again I find myself at the mercy of my doctors. I've lived in this body for 43 years. I know when something is wrong. Something is wrong. Yet they

He'll be flying in to Dallas about now... Be home for 2 weeks. Welcome home!      

My MRI showed no regrowth. Woo hoo! I do have some fluid and or mucous in the nasal cavity. Apparantly somewhat common after a surgery of this type. But blood levels are a little high and a possibility of the headaches. The neuro surgeon said to keep monitoring labs and another

I go in Monday for my billionth MRI... ok, so it's not the billionth, but easily my 20th. As well as I will have another pint of blood drawn... ok, so it won't be a pint, but it will be 7 vials of checking all of my pituitary functions. The fun

I just watched "The Secret". These ideas and principles, have been around for thousands of years... the law of attraction... the power of positive thinking... energy breeds energy, success breeds success... what you send out also acts as an attraction or magnet... I definitely agree. I watched this movie thinking it might be of some insight on my

It's kind of funny knowing all of the phlebotomy techs by their first names when going to the lab. Even worse when they all know mine.... worse yet when they come out saying, "I drew the short straw today, come on back", or "Hey, it's the human pin cushin!"  I'm a

Evidently I was getting a little too cocky about my current state of health. I am having the constant headache again, so I went in for a few lab tests. My prolactin level is starting to crawl back up. The endocrinologist says they (my neuro surgeon) probably didn't get it all. He