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will be the day of my brain surgery. While the “transphenoidal surgery” is considered the least invasive surgery you can have on your brain… somehow this knowledge is only mildly comforting to me. I’ve always professed being good at running the business end of a shovel, but…..

I am to be “pre-qualified” before surgery. This means the day before, they will type my blood (which is A negative). They will check my vitals (all of which are good at the moment). I will also have another MRI. This part I am looking forward to, as I am still hoping for a little mercy or a HUGE miracle. If the MRI shows the tumor is shrinking and there is no evidence of it bleeding out… the doctor might cancel it or leave the decision up to me.

Fear is so paralyzing. Fear is so negative. Fear as defined in the dictionary is “an agitated feeling aroused by awareness of danger, trouble, etc.”

So where’s that shovel again????

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