Here’s To Guy!

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 12:10 pm on Friday, June 27, 2008
I am not really able to write these days. My work habits are sporadic. Though time is helping to distance me from that day with my father’s death, my husband and I have suffered yet another devastating loss. On Monday June 16th I received a phone call from our friend Gwen.

Father’s Day without Dad

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 7:34 am on Monday, June 16, 2008
Another monumental "first" without my dad. What is normally a BBQ at my dad's place on Father's Day, turned out being a day we took flowers to the cemetary. Some people might think it's morbid, or "we're lingering too long on the past"... but for my mother, my sister and

Don’t let go

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 4:29 pm on Thursday, June 5, 2008
In some weird and demented way, I don’t really want to get over what happened. I don’t want the memory of my dad to fade. This has been the most devastating event of my life.  Most of the time I just want to rewind. Seriously. Travel time backwards. Before May 3rd.

Frozen In Time

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 3:56 pm on Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Below is one of my favorite photos of my dad. The moment captured, is as pure as it gets. He's happy and celebrating my wedding day. I love you so much dad.