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I was a plantin' som' bitch this weekend. The nursery loves me. My credit card is going to prove it. It's all good. Life.

"Life often seeks to sustain itself, the question is, do you honestly and truly believe that?" was the comment left by Liara Covert on my last entry. She also left this one, "Whether or not you desire to heal begins inside yourself. Rather than wait for any physician or another person to acknowledge

with my health trying to be productive in thoughts, actions and vision with a vengance, headaches are back yet I'm still me in here somwhere. Everything has changed.

I am being positive. I am going to stay in control. It's not a sinus infection. It's not allergies. My levels are going up. It's coming back. Again I find myself at the mercy of my doctors. I've lived in this body for 43 years. I know when something is wrong. Something is wrong. Yet they