I am thankful for…

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 5:23 am on Monday, November 28, 2005
my husband, my family, my children, my friends, my health, my job, my home, Outside of the medication which makes me feel not quite myself... My life is charmed. My life is beautiful. I am humbly thankful.

You’ll burn your retinas!

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 5:03 pm on Thursday, November 17, 2005
It's been just down right cosmic out there lately. This last full moon was incredibly HUGE! I've heard of the "Harvest Moon", the "Hunters Moon", the "Strawberry Moon", but this last one was called the "Beaver Moon". I read it was the time to set beaver traps before the swamps

This dosage

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 3:41 pm on Saturday, November 12, 2005
of medication sucks. This brain tumor sucks. I suck. Everything feels out of kilter. When pissed off, scared, mad, etc., my adrenaline (or cortisol levels) seem completely screwed up, my body temperature is always cold, I'm exhausted, not just a little bit tired, but I can literally go to

Pushing the limit

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 6:11 am on Monday, November 7, 2005
This week I will be "pushing the limit", after gradually working myself up to the dosage of meds the doctors want me to take. While I've posed the question,"What are the side effects?" and "long term side effects of taking this medication?".... the docs say there are "no

So I won’t be quitting my day job…

Filed under: Journal — Mrs. Smile at 10:06 am on Friday, November 4, 2005
but I did win money! I'm one card playing chick! 3 card poker, 3-5-7 poker and black jack (at which I just couldn't lose!!) Came home with more than I went out with... however, not enough to quit my job. Ah well, better luck next time! I felt pretty good, other